peter, i just dont love you!!

coca cola. marlboros. happy feet. driving around. vanja's narcilepsy. drunken people. 2am missions. amazing conversations. bloc part. alesana. melville. red room. cool runnings. olive lounge. 80s pop. letting rip on the dancefloor. falling over. laughing.

my weekend :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqyO8s9qpLo

theres no sympathy for the dead..

i have no clue where the title for this post came from..

today, i was planning to feel sorry for myself at home and eat like a pig, but then my simmy phoned and asked if i wanted to go to movies with her and candi-pants.. i convinced them to watch ONE MISSED CALL.. simmi brought her teddy with to cuddle cos she was scared.. candy laughed at mosta the stuff, and i just sat there.. im really immune to this horror-people-suffering crap.. so sad that im so cold and dead inside..

but yeah, it was a good girls day out. then simmi came home with me and we chilled.. actually we unpacked some of my crap.. then we watched tv and critisized all the uglies and ooohhhed at the pretties..

im really way too tired to go out tonight, which sucks. i just finished my designs for tomorrow and i hate them. hmph.

oh my God did you just hear? lies are coming back in style..

im in a very foul mood today.. i wokeup fucking early because mt dad is the sleeping nazi.. and iv been working around the house, tidyin up all my shit.. i really dont know how im gonna move overseas with all this shit il have to take with, because i cant bring myself to throw anything away..

went to red room on sat eve, it was so awesome to party with everyone again! tomorrow is doors, and thursday is tokyo! and friday is DESMOND AND THE TUTUS! saturday is the wedding, which reminds me, i have to fone kyle and make sure he wears smart stuff..

after the wedding, im going to change my hair, im so flippen sick of it! and im going to finally make those clothes that i need, because im sick of all of mine and im too poor to buy anymore. plus, my skinnies need to be dyed again, theyre fading :(

um, nothing else here.. off to movies with candi and simmi in a bit, and a girl talk.. they can tell me all about their boyfriends while i just sit and listen seein as i dont have one. theres nothing i hate more than not getting my way..

untitled (i dont have any lyrics for once)

WOW i havent updated in a while.

iv been REALLY busy with college. yesterday was break-up day and we are still not finished on our brief, but we will be done by next week, so no more stress.. today is our day off :)

my mom came back on wednesday, im really happy :)

um, nothing else new here..

for all these times kid, for all these times..

Yeah!
So can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you feel the tension rise?
Can you see the road you're walking?
Are these times too hard to recognize?
Part of where you're going,
Is knowing where you're coming from.
The hardest part of moving forward
Are these times when we all stand alone.

No! No! But you'll never believe.
No! No!

For all these times, that we walked away
For all these times, that I've heard you say
Give me something to believe in,
Give me someone to believe in.
For all these times, and it starts today.

A generation always waiting,
A revolution passed this time.
Another reason to take stock
Of all these things that you have left behind.
Feelings that will never leave you
Never make you change your mind,
You gotta make it out past this one
Always the wrong place at the wrong time.

No! No! But you'll never believe.
No! No!

Lipgloss Lies, doin the time.
Never gonna miss what I left behind.
If I get the chance I'll do it again.
I wouldn't change it! Change it!
Change It! Change It!

For all these times, that we walked away
For all these times, that I've heard you say
Give me something to believe in,
Give me someone to believe in.
Give me something to believe in,
Give me someone to believe in.

we are growing up, we are moving on..

decidedly, i need a change in scenery, it has been a long time coming..

tomorrow starts my new life with no pretenses and no heart-break and being me as i am, without having to apologise.

i am quiet excited for this change..

this city is haunted..

last night, i picked up candi, vanja and kyle, and we set off for nicks house for beers&hubbly, and then, armed with CHIODOS&energy drinks, off to boksburg. nick assured me he knew where BLACK DAHLIA was.. however, he did not, and we spent 45mins, with me dying for a pee and candi dying to see dale's band, driving up and down atlas road, until we accidentally found the venue, thanks to vanja.

the rest of the night consisted of beer, ciggies, friends, awesome music, a pub and deep conversations.

oh, and not finding candi in the end, to get her home for her curfew hehhee..

my fone is finally unblocked! yay!!