this is true love:

My knuckles have turned to white, there's no turning back tonight..

oh. my. god. UNDEROATH were amazing!! the bands before hand were ok, except for crossing point, who were brilliant (we got there 5mins before they played) and STRAATLIGKINDERS who were great as well. it felt like the longest time ever, waiting for UNDEROATH to get onstage.. i tried to stand up on a chair to watch, i hate being small. im not sure why i wasnt in the front though.. we found a nice place by my friends, and shouted that we love jesus inbetween songs. all in all, it was FUCKING AMAZING!! max even got his cd signed!! poor rohan couldnt handle all the god talk. i wasnt a fan either, but i didnt care, cos of the band!!

hands down, the best 250 bucks iv ever spent..

Where this thing goes I'll never know, but all I know is packing bags is a remedy ..

TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT!! I WILL BE SEEING UNDEROATH!! FUUUUCCCCK I CANT WAIT!!

Stop saying that we're invincible..

so, the time is finally upon us! tomorrow night, i will be seeing UNDEROATH! it should be mentioned that they are one of my top 4 favourite bands. EVER. i am so stoked, and yet it hasnt hit me yet! and to make it even better, i will be watching it with rohan, max, justin and others! another cool thing is that THEY'RE ONLY CHASING SAFETY was my staple album for when i was in bulgaria last year, so it brings back awesome memories!!

the good times come, and the good times go..

woah! the past 24hrs have been awesome! i got rohan from ork and then we went to my place and made tacos! with soya mince and they were so yummy. then we watched KISS KISS BANG BANG and went to bed, and today we went shopping and then napped in the afternoon (god bless siestas!) and then we went to the exhibition he was working at..

dit was my pleseer..

yesterday, i went for coffee with rob, havent seen that kid in ages! and then to an exhibition where rohan was working, with all these arty farty people around.. i drank champaigne and pretended to like the photography, which was, in my opinion really CRAP.. anyways, then rohan and i went to melville for a bit. so much for not drinking, eh?

today we woke up and i took him to work, and im back at his place now, chilling til 15.30, when he gets off work and i get to see him again, and we're going to my place and spending the night, and tomorrow there.. as long as im with him, im happy..

how gay have i become? tsk tsk.

Verdoof.Vergiftig.Verskoon My..

im hyperventilating.. looking at jobs in london.. i realised that, for a south african position as a graphic designer i need this:

and for a job in london i need this:

can you feel your heartbeat racing, can you taste the fear in her sweat?

ah, so today was quite productive - i went shopping for toiletries and washed and cleaned my car, as well as unpacking some of my crap in the new house.. then i bought pasta and sauce and stuff for tonight - rohan's coming over and im cooking.. im so domesticated, its sad!

i also got 2 dvds:





granted, the second one's totally predictable, it has some really funny moments!

and we dance, in the santa carla twilight..

fuck, its good to be on holiday! i got drunk on thursday and friday and then on saturday, rohan and i just chilled all day, and he cooked me yummy food.. yesterday i just slept..

today i have to do SO MUCH shit, like wash my car, go buy stuff and finally settle into my house properly.. i dont know why though, cos rohan and i are moving in together in a few months.. speaking of which, we have told our parents we're getting married, and everyone seemed to take it well :) and then on saturday i stumbled upon the raddest wedding and now all i want is to play dress up! its such a cute and simple wedding!

wie sal vir my liefde maak?

ah! campaigns are finally over! we presented on tuesday afternoon and i proceeded to get drunk at bowls that night.. i spent the whole of yesterday with my rohan and we went to the zoo, it was so much fun! today i have to go in for feedback, peer evaluation and graduation photos.. bah..

but all in all, finally this shit is done.. i actually SLEPT last night, a good 12 hours too!!

now i can go chase sunsets..

familie wat nie blood is nie..

iv been at vega nonstop this whole week and iv had just about enough!! but, the one good thing was watching fokof at doors last night.. such good memories.. there was no mosh pit because doors sucks, but stella and i partied it up anyways :)

You're a classic disaster, with a knack of losing your exterior..

another sunday, another day spent at VEGA.. yes, this is the life of a sweatshop kid..

friday night rocked - we partied and drank our little livers off! saturday, we just chilled and saturday night we went to a house party.. it was so nice to see kyle and vanja again!

soon soon..

The games that you play, Princess, I've played and always win..

*sigh* another day at vega, more headaches.. the only highlight was seeing rohan, who came to visit me <3 the next few days will be hell.. BUT next friday, its FOKOF time.. finally, after 2 years! and stella is coming over for that!! 90 bucks that will be WELL spent..

x marks the spot..

aye yesterday was rather irritating, we had to present our creative concept 3 times! by 4pm, they finally approved.. i spent the eve drinking beer with rohan which was awesome. waking up next to him was just as awesome. god, iv become so super gay!

today i went to college a bit later as i had urgent stuff to do, and by the time i got there, my group had finished for the day so i got home, napped and chilled.. i really needed that.

now i know that love is:

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