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this is just my little ranting, i will not be tagging anyone in here. just want to get some things off my chest.

i did something that some people might see as bad and mean on friday night.. but try as i may, i just cannot bring myself to feel guilty about it.

everyone who knows me knows that i am a good person and i try be nice to everyone. however, there comes a point when i just have to have balls and stand up for myself. and if someone has ripped my heart out, and i want to tell them that theyre fucked up for doing that, then so be it. if you can dish it, you must be able to take it. simple as that.

i am beyond sick of fake people in my life and have neither the time, nor the energy to deal with such selfish cunts. i am me, and i have amazing friends, and i am fine now, i just simply cant care less anymore.

what i did might be percieved as mean and vengeful, but walk a mile in my shoes, and you will understand where i am coming from. i am not mean, i am just fucking fed up.

so i still stand COMPLETELY by what i did on friday.

i began my ascent at minus zero
you made sure or that
you tried to keep me down here
your complacency has been your downfall
nobody made u king of the world
and im here to dethrone u
so kiss the ring motherfucker
its my time, my time to shine
grasping for the straws as they fall
maybe u can make a splint for
ur broken ego, for ur broken ego

(chorus)
so i say thank u for the scars
and the guilt
and the pain
every tear ive never cried
has sealed ur fucking fate
did u take me for a fool?
or were u jus too blind to see
that every effort made has failed
and there is no destroying me?

hate can be a positive emotion
wen it forces u to better urself
u built me, constructed me desire, perfected me hatred
now im driven to be ten times better
then u think u are
piece by piece
ive built my walls and burned the bridges down
that lead back to people like u
so full of malice
sol full of scorn
u tried ur best to crush my spirit
u tried to steal my soul
u pushed my back against the wall
and i broke it down

i will not be broken, though i am the one that bleeds
i will not be broken, i am the one(x3)