waiting for the lifeless words to come from your mouth..

so, fun WAS had by all last night ;) we went to chris' and it was awesome.. i danced like a spaz as always.. my feet hurt by the end of the night.. then, at about 2am, ryan, candi and i went to red room, which is perhaps where i didnt have as much fun, but oh well.. i got home at 4am and slept like a log til 12..

iv been doing VEGA work, and then i went to dinner with vanja and movies (WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS) - granted, a romantic comedy was NOT what i need right now, it was hilarious.. now im back to working, pulling an all-nighter..

i have realised after this weekend, that although im trying really hard, i cannot, for the life of me, be a bitch.. iv been the nice, naive little girl that always gets used for 22 years, and its never gonna change.. and being a bitch would allow me to never get hurt..

alas, i will ALWAYS be one of the boys, i will always be the girl that the boys will tell about how they pine over the beautiful girls, even said beautiful girls are shallow bitches.. i feel like the girl in EURO TRIP - completly invisible as a girl, and always there for you when you have a problem with a girl..