I know I should update more often and I have resolved to do so!
There is really nothing particularly new this side, though. My life has become a format - work through the week, drink and sleep on the weekends..
I am starting a diet and exercise as of tomorrow - I gained weight last July and havent even tried to trim down! So I went to a dietician on Thursday and got a diet. With it, I need to also do 45mins cardio about 5 times a week. Im actually pretty amped.
My work is going very well, Im really happy there. We moved offices 1st Sept and our new office is so rad, and actually very inspiring to work in, etc.
I have also started a new venture - you could call it a business one, although the aim is not to make money.. but more on that when it is launched on 1st November!
My sister is arriving in 2 months, and i cannot wait! She is coming on 11th Dec, so Im picking her up from the airport, taking her home, and going back to work (it's my last day of work) and then the fun begins! Due to changes in the flights, she is only staying til 29th Dec, instead of 4th Jan, but its ok - we will have fun regardless..
I have been having recurring dreams, where a plane crashes close to me.. Also, Im in Bulgaria, looking at the gorgeous buildings, and forget my camera!!
Last Saturday I turned 24. And it was such a special birthday :)
So here is a bit of a timeline:
3rd Sept 1982: Mama and Papa get married.
3rd Oct 1985: one Tsvetina is born to Lazarina and Nikolai.
6th Dec 1995: Family arrives in Johannesburg, South Africa for the first time. It is so mark years of financial struggle and adapting to a different culture, but at the same time, a strengthening of the family.
25th June 1996: I go back to Sofia to visit. For the last time for the next 7 years.
November 1998: Finished primary school.
January 1999 - November 2000: High scool, grade 8 and 9 at Randpark High. Geek of note, not fitting in at all.
January 2001: My life is to change forever when I enter a private school, where I become more outgoing and 'cool'.
March - April 2002: Art tour to Europe - amazing 2 weeks in Spain, France and Italy.
July 2003: Back to Bulgaria with Mama and Papa for the first time in 7 years. Surreal and amazing.
November 2003: Graduate from high school
2004: Work at skate shop and music shop; gap year. One of the best years of my life. Also the year when I met and fell for my fist love.
Feb - June 2005: College, hate it so much!
July 2005: Back to Bulgaria for a visit, as well as Athens. Down to 40kgs, sleeping too much and crying.
End of July 2005: Full nervous breakdown, dropped out of college
August 2005: Anti-depressants that saved my life. Embark on what is to be a 1 year relationship.
Feburary 2006: Start college again - at VEGA. Amazing.
September 2006: Ended 1 year relationship.
October 2006: 21st birthday with close friends.
November 2006: End of first year at VEGA
February 2007: Start of Second year at VEGA
March - April 2007: Visit to Bulgaria. Start dating boy from college.
May 2007: Start work at a video shop, while still studying.
November 2007: End of Second year at VEGA
January 2008: End relationship (10 months) and end of video shop work.
February 2008: Third year at VEGA.
July 2008: Bulgaria and Athens.
August 2008: Meet the love of my life. Engaged within 2 weeks. Crazy to others - a natural progression to me.
November 2008: End of Third and final year at VEGA and Internship.
February 2009: Graduation - 3 years of blood, sweat and tears, accumulating to a Bachelor of Arts Degree in Creative Communications, Specialising in Creative Brand Communication, with a major in Graphic Design. What I have wanted to do since I was 13. Also, end engagement. Hard, horrible, lonely time, but know its for the best.
May 2009: Begin work at MAVERICK PUBLISHING.
August 2009: Start a new business venture.
October 2009: 24th birthday.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
the story so far..
I can't remember the time or place
Or what you were wearing
It's unclear about how we met
All I know, it was the best conversation that I've ever had
'Til this day I've never found someone
With eyes as wide as yours
I've been searching up and down this coast
Overlooking what I need the most
Did you notice I was afraid?
I thought I'd run out of things to say
Two more hours until today burns this away
And it starts all over again
The sky will never look the same again
'Til you show me how it could be
The sky will never look the same again
'Til you show me how it could be
And everything else is irrelevant
To the story so far
A coincidence that you look like her from afar
Is it true that you like to sleep alone?
Or is it what you just tell everyone?
Did you notice I was afraid?
I thought I'd run out of things to say
Two more hours until today burns this away
And it starts all over again
The sky will never look the same again
'Til you show me how it could be
The sky will never look the same again
'Til you show me how it could be
Until you show me how it could be
Until you show me how it could be
And when the world turns over
I'll keep my ears to the wall
And when the world turns over
I'll keep my feet straight on the ground
Did you notice I was afraid?
I thought I'd run out of things to say
Two more hours until today burns this away
And it starts all over again
The sky will never look the same again
'Til you show me how it could be
The sky will never look the same again
'Til you show me how it could be
Until you show me how it could be
Until you show me how it could be
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
im in the business of misery, lets take it from the top..
1. finally moved into the house i used to live in 5 years ago. too many memories, very good ones, but saddensing when you realise they're of a time passed long ago, and cannot be relived again.
2. my ipod has become my best friend. listening to music as i fall sleep makes me dream of better days.
3. my new phone rocks.. and im trying to budget on spending on phone bills..
4. my sister bought her ticket yesterday and will be arriving on 12th december. less than 3 months to go! <3
5. im convinced ima be a reborn virgin.
6. i miss love and romance.
7. i <3 katy perry.
8. im so sick so sick of being tired, and oh so tired of being sick.
9. if i was to write down how i feel, id break down.
10. i need o lose weight ASAP for summer.
11. my work keeps me busy and happy..
12. .. and makes me forget that i have no one to come home to.
2. my ipod has become my best friend. listening to music as i fall sleep makes me dream of better days.
3. my new phone rocks.. and im trying to budget on spending on phone bills..
4. my sister bought her ticket yesterday and will be arriving on 12th december. less than 3 months to go! <3
5. im convinced ima be a reborn virgin.
6. i miss love and romance.
7. i <3 katy perry.
8. im so sick so sick of being tired, and oh so tired of being sick.
9. if i was to write down how i feel, id break down.
10. i need o lose weight ASAP for summer.
11. my work keeps me busy and happy..
12. .. and makes me forget that i have no one to come home to.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
i burnt down the sky for you, but all you did was shrug - you gave my emptiness a name..
ok i promise i will update MUCH more often..
1. my hair is currently black at the bottom, red at the top, and white-blonde on the sides. pictures coming soon.
2. i finally fucking got laid, after 4 months. the earth didnt move though.
3. work is going very well.
4. i still drink like a fish.
5. my shrink says that i am doing very well.
6. im starting a new venture, and im super amped for it.
7. i didnt go to oppikoppi but had some much fun that weekend regardless.
8. today, my boss got locked in the bathroom. priceless.
9. my mother is now talking to me.
nothing else new here, no life-changing stuff, so here are some photos:
1. my hair is currently black at the bottom, red at the top, and white-blonde on the sides. pictures coming soon.
2. i finally fucking got laid, after 4 months. the earth didnt move though.
3. work is going very well.
4. i still drink like a fish.
5. my shrink says that i am doing very well.
6. im starting a new venture, and im super amped for it.
7. i didnt go to oppikoppi but had some much fun that weekend regardless.
8. today, my boss got locked in the bathroom. priceless.
9. my mother is now talking to me.
nothing else new here, no life-changing stuff, so here are some photos:
Thursday, May 28, 2009
the best, the best, the best of you..
indeed it has been more than 2 months of no posts.. but here is a quick update:
1. i put pink in my hair.
2. i got dumped. should learn my lesson with boys in punk rock bands.
3. i am now employed.
4. i still drink like a fish.
5. my shrink says that i am doing very well.
6. last month, i had a toothache for a week, then fixed it by having a root canal. the following week, i had the flu. the week after that, i had bad pms. and, to top it off, the next week, i got dumped.
7. im trying REALLY hard to pretend that i dont get hurt.
8 i am on twitter - Tina_Terminator.
9. i kissed a boy that appearantly looks like spongebob.
10. my SG account was suspended for a month, due to me canceling my credit card, and waiting for ages to get a new one.
11. now that im a working girl, i am gonna save up to buy my sister a ticket to come visit me in december.
12. i work on a 24 inch iMac, that i would totally make love to.
13. i saw THE ATARIS live.
14. im really digging katy perry.
15. i am very grateful to facebook for having the option to block someone's updates without having to delete them as a friend. ignorance is bliss.
16. i still have to shoot my SG set
17. saw the local SGs in action, hereby vow to kill myself if i ever act that lame.
18. my mother is still not talking to me.
19. i am a little sad that tempos is closing down - i have awesome memories of growing up there.
20. my friend just got married, and yes, i am a little jealous, considering the fact that i would've been married in less than 3 months.
21. i have discovered that there's no such thing as real love.
22. vanja finally came back from the US - 3 weeks without her were hell.
23. i am very pleased that i ahve been hanging out with stella so much lately.
24. i have learnt to use Corel Draw.
25. i love vectos.
26. im addicted to fmylife.com
27. i am going to harties this sunday for a picnic. in a jeep.
28. im getting another tattoo soon.
29. i keep losing the balls (and, consequently the bars) of my snakebites.
30. i am loving the straatligkinders - my new fave SA band.
THE END.
1. i put pink in my hair.
2. i got dumped. should learn my lesson with boys in punk rock bands.
3. i am now employed.
4. i still drink like a fish.
5. my shrink says that i am doing very well.
6. last month, i had a toothache for a week, then fixed it by having a root canal. the following week, i had the flu. the week after that, i had bad pms. and, to top it off, the next week, i got dumped.
7. im trying REALLY hard to pretend that i dont get hurt.
8 i am on twitter - Tina_Terminator.
9. i kissed a boy that appearantly looks like spongebob.
10. my SG account was suspended for a month, due to me canceling my credit card, and waiting for ages to get a new one.
11. now that im a working girl, i am gonna save up to buy my sister a ticket to come visit me in december.
12. i work on a 24 inch iMac, that i would totally make love to.
13. i saw THE ATARIS live.
14. im really digging katy perry.
15. i am very grateful to facebook for having the option to block someone's updates without having to delete them as a friend. ignorance is bliss.
16. i still have to shoot my SG set
17. saw the local SGs in action, hereby vow to kill myself if i ever act that lame.
18. my mother is still not talking to me.
19. i am a little sad that tempos is closing down - i have awesome memories of growing up there.
20. my friend just got married, and yes, i am a little jealous, considering the fact that i would've been married in less than 3 months.
21. i have discovered that there's no such thing as real love.
22. vanja finally came back from the US - 3 weeks without her were hell.
23. i am very pleased that i ahve been hanging out with stella so much lately.
24. i have learnt to use Corel Draw.
25. i love vectos.
26. im addicted to fmylife.com
27. i am going to harties this sunday for a picnic. in a jeep.
28. im getting another tattoo soon.
29. i keep losing the balls (and, consequently the bars) of my snakebites.
30. i am loving the straatligkinders - my new fave SA band.
THE END.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
tell me tell me can you feel the pressure now?
so, i have been spening plenty of time with the german, and he is really growing on me, like a german wart.
we went for early dinner on monday night, and then to pretoria on a road trip on tuesday, then we cuddled and watched DVDs :)
we went to DOORS on tuesday night, and, with mr bipolar there, more drama ensued:
the german and i had agreed to go home when drama starts, and yet it was too much and we couldnt tear ourselves away.
firstly, he did his shirt thing - which is, when h needs to 'scratch' his belly, he lifts up his shirt to show off his body. this is done
very casually. hahahahaha. then, his adorable ex came there, with the boy who wants her, ie the best friend, and mr bipolar did to
her exactly what he did to me last week. he ignored her, and flirted with some other girl. and thus, the night followed the format -
the adorable ex cried, then got drunk, the best friend pretended he didnt care, and mr bipolar was oblivious to it all.
we finally left at 11.15 cos we just couldnt take it anymore.
IN OTHER NEWS: i had to Doom a colony of ants yesterday, and i felt like a nazi in a concentration camp. but it had to be done.
today i cleaned the house, did the dishes (well, my dishwasher did them) and laundry. i have to go to my dads work at 1, so he
can show me the ropes, then we leave for the airport at about 4..
we went for early dinner on monday night, and then to pretoria on a road trip on tuesday, then we cuddled and watched DVDs :)
we went to DOORS on tuesday night, and, with mr bipolar there, more drama ensued:
the german and i had agreed to go home when drama starts, and yet it was too much and we couldnt tear ourselves away.
firstly, he did his shirt thing - which is, when h needs to 'scratch' his belly, he lifts up his shirt to show off his body. this is done
very casually. hahahahaha. then, his adorable ex came there, with the boy who wants her, ie the best friend, and mr bipolar did to
her exactly what he did to me last week. he ignored her, and flirted with some other girl. and thus, the night followed the format -
the adorable ex cried, then got drunk, the best friend pretended he didnt care, and mr bipolar was oblivious to it all.
we finally left at 11.15 cos we just couldnt take it anymore.
IN OTHER NEWS: i had to Doom a colony of ants yesterday, and i felt like a nazi in a concentration camp. but it had to be done.
today i cleaned the house, did the dishes (well, my dishwasher did them) and laundry. i have to go to my dads work at 1, so he
can show me the ropes, then we leave for the airport at about 4..
Monday, March 9, 2009
now i think we've taken this too far..
saturday night was extremely eventuful..
i went for coffee with mr bipolar, who i have now forgiven, but who will never be allowed to play tonsil hockey with me ever again. his german friend came with. well, hes not german, his dad is, and he has gorgeous blue eyes (the boy, not his dad). we went to school together, yet the amazigness of his eyes has always escaped me.
anyways, we had coffee and then we went back to my place, got ready and had pre-drinks at damien's place. mr bipolar insisted on picking up his adorable ex and paying for her for everything. the german and i drank beer and talked.
then we went to the gig. my gorgeous best friend was there, and, by that time, i was a little tanked, so i told tmr bipolar that i wanted the german. he gave me the ok on it, and so we were just hanging out, watching mr bipolar try get with the gorgeous best friend. it was a sight for sore eyes. he was making such a fool out of himself. i, of course, egged him on, and said that she wants him. he even smsed her to tell her he wants her. anyways, it obviously didnt work, so he decided to try with the adorable ex again, which turned the night into drama.
we ended up going to red room. on the way to there, mr bipolar was feeling sorry for himself:
MR BIPOLAR: i shouldnt have sent your gorgeous best friend that sms. shes totally not into me
ME: (look at the german)
THE GERMAN: no way dude, she totally digged you
MR BIPOLAR: you're right. she did, didnt she?
ME: (hitting the germans leg, trying to stiffle my gigles)
we got to red room, they werent allowed in with shorts, so we had to wait for damien, who managed to get arrested for drunk driving. anyways, an hour later, we went it, and then everyone disappeared, because the adorable ex was there. damien was sad, mr bipolar was flexing his muscles at her, and there was plenty of drama..
i went for coffee with mr bipolar, who i have now forgiven, but who will never be allowed to play tonsil hockey with me ever again. his german friend came with. well, hes not german, his dad is, and he has gorgeous blue eyes (the boy, not his dad). we went to school together, yet the amazigness of his eyes has always escaped me.
anyways, we had coffee and then we went back to my place, got ready and had pre-drinks at damien's place. mr bipolar insisted on picking up his adorable ex and paying for her for everything. the german and i drank beer and talked.
then we went to the gig. my gorgeous best friend was there, and, by that time, i was a little tanked, so i told tmr bipolar that i wanted the german. he gave me the ok on it, and so we were just hanging out, watching mr bipolar try get with the gorgeous best friend. it was a sight for sore eyes. he was making such a fool out of himself. i, of course, egged him on, and said that she wants him. he even smsed her to tell her he wants her. anyways, it obviously didnt work, so he decided to try with the adorable ex again, which turned the night into drama.
we ended up going to red room. on the way to there, mr bipolar was feeling sorry for himself:
MR BIPOLAR: i shouldnt have sent your gorgeous best friend that sms. shes totally not into me
ME: (look at the german)
THE GERMAN: no way dude, she totally digged you
MR BIPOLAR: you're right. she did, didnt she?
ME: (hitting the germans leg, trying to stiffle my gigles)
we got to red room, they werent allowed in with shorts, so we had to wait for damien, who managed to get arrested for drunk driving. anyways, an hour later, we went it, and then everyone disappeared, because the adorable ex was there. damien was sad, mr bipolar was flexing his muscles at her, and there was plenty of drama..
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