i guess im tired of waiting, tired of waiting outside..

ah im struggling at work. im part hungover, part tired..

on friday we went to xai-xai for dinner and rohan was tanked by 10.30, so we went home. spent most of saturday trying to nurse his hangover. saturday night, i just chilled at home, and yesterday we went out for lunch with his mom, her boyfriend and his grandfather. then we went to his dad's place for dinner. all in all, a lot of food and a lot of booze..

what have i become..

the title of this post comes from a NIN nails song, Hurt, which the great Johnny Cash covered.. anyways, here is what my days at work are like:

get to work at 9.30. have coffee & a smoke. talk shit with jerome and kerryn. start up my laptop. check mail. see what needs to be done. go to pick 'n pay. have more coffee (i am currently at a tie with jerome for person who consumes the most coffee per day). go pee (i am currently the title holder for the most frequent urination). bother craig for work to do. run down to the car to get my mapbook for chris. hassle leigh-anne with my stories. eat kerryn;s lunch. have yet more coffee. hassle nick a bit. hassle fabian. go home at 4.30

Just because you're going forwards doesn't mean I'm going backwards..

so, work has been pretty productive this week, which is swell. been also getting up earlier!

last night, rohan and i went for dinner at our favourite place, and this morning, we went to fetch his car (finally) which should be working properly now. tonight we have dinner at his mom's, and then tomorrow night we are going to A NIGHT OF 1000 DRAWINGS - an exhibition.

in other news, my sister is in brussels this week, what a cool thing to do on your birthday. im slightly jealous..

we'll talk tomorrow..

i had a major hungover on friday, so i went to rohans and slept. then we went to dinner at our favourite place in melville, and then to the bo for the punk gig. as usual, i got way too drunk :/

yesterday, we got some DVDs froma rad place in melville, and i found TWIN PEAKS there! i was so chuffed. so we watched 2 episodes of that, gonna watch more soon..

today, i dropped rohan off at work and came back. im now bored and lazy..

it was my sister's birthday yesterday, so i phoned her, and she said yesterday was the first snow of the year. im so jealous!

Good time to roll on..

yesterday, after work, i rohan & i went to his mom's for dinner. then i went home and passed out at about 10pm! barely got up this morning!

i wanna move overseas sooooo badly. alas, we will have to wait til the economic crisis calms down..

Always remember the pact that we made - too young to die, but old as a grave..

ah another day of work :)

yesterday, my laptop was giving me so much shit.. i went home and downloaded a new virus programme and found 23 viruses! all is good now, everything has been fixed, yay! i just need to fix my CD ROM and my laptop is pimped.. then il buy a drawing tablet.. and later, i will sell the laptop and get a mac book.

on monday, rohan and i went out for chinese and then to my place.. we got THE USUAL SUSPECTS and THE EYE.. the first was awesome.. unfortunately, the latter sucked balls.. then, last night rohan came over and slept at my place.

today iv just been working my bum off and its almost home time..

Woo!

I'll be the one to show you the way
You'll be the one to always complain
Three in the morning come a bang, bang, bang
All out of fags and I just can't wait
Cancel the thing that I said I'd do,
I don't feel comfortable talking to you
Unless you got the zipper fixed on my shoe
then I'll be in the lobby drinking for two

Eighteen, balding, star
Golden, falling, hard

Look at the shaky's what's with the blush,
Fresh off the plane in my fuzzy rush
Everyone's gathered to idolise me,
I hate the way you talk your Japanese scream
It's been too long since I loved this shirt
You kick the bucket and I'll swing my legs
Always remember the pact that we made
Too young to die, but old as a grave

Eighteen, balding, star
Golden, falling, hard

I'm a gonna show the way
I'm a gonna show the way
I'm a gonna show the way
I'm a gonna show the way

Eighteen, balding, star 

spin out of control..

so, its my dads birthday today.. we are going out for dinner tonight yum yum..

friday night, rohan and i got very drunk in melville.. yesterday we chilled all day and watched DVDs. seven was brilliant (yes, i hadnt seen it til yesterday), in bruges was beyond awesome, and the hills have eyes was too heavy.. although iv seen it..